Awesomeness

Ok guys. This post isnt about how awesome I am.(Even though I am!)This is about a man who grew up in Canada. His parents were immigrants. He grew up in with a pretty suckish life. He met a girl,had a best friend, got a divorce and his friend killed himself. Anyway, he expressed his feelings through blogging. At first it was just his mom (LOL) and his dad that read it. Then more family and friends read it. He learned to keep going through the pain. Which Im sure everybody has had. Being 12, I have gone through bullying and heartbreak. I have never really had a easy time making friends. I am also not The ladies man ; but im still human. I have learned to get through life by focusing on what I have, not being depressed over what i want. This actually brings up a story that i just remembered last night. So it was the first day of 5th grade. I was tardy as normal. I walked in the office to meet this beautiful girl Skyelar. She was my REAL first love. I remember the blond streaks in her hair. I remember how alone, she would always stand alone outside singing California Gurls (Katy Perry) and I knew she liked me and I liked her too. I was just to nervous to ask her out. It got to where she went out with my best friend Dylan. I never got why i hung out with him. He was on diversion for pulling a knife on a kid, he smoked marijuana and he had a terrible drinking problem by 6th grade. I finally got the courage to ask he out and she said no. I was miserable and depressed for weeks to come. I was reminded of this because last night she messaged me on facebook asking me out. I have not replied because there is a girl i really like this year. I just noticed it though. At the beginning i went for the girl everybody wanted. Now im going with my heart.